Tony's Thoughts

Oh, how a week can change.

2008-05-26T11:21:00.000-04:00

Wow. What a week. A week ago today, I was really happy. I had a new friend come visit me at church. Later in the day, got a phone call from the same friend while at lunch with the fam. Hung out that night. Now a week later, I have been told not to even talk to this new friend. Life is like that. You get ups and downs. You get (what feels to you at least) good times and bad. What is totally awesome one day is the very thing that makes you depressed the next. Your best friend becomes a complete stranger.

This reminds me of a week in the life of my Savior. Read Matthew 21. Jesus enters Jerusalem triumphantly. HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST!!! BLESS THE NAME OF GOD AND THE ONE WHO COMES IN HIS NAME!!! That sounds mighty different from what was being screamed less than a week later. Read Matthew 27. CRUCIFY HIM!!! LET HIS DEATH BE ON OUR HEADS!!! One day, Jesus is the hero of the people. In a matter of days the same people want Him dead.

"When the world hates you, remember it hated me before it hated you." Jesus said this in John 15:18. You know what? Sometimes life is tough and brutal. This is exactly how I feel. This is how I want to feel. This is the self-righteous answer.

But sometimes it is exactly what is needed! We can look at this week in the life of Christ and be very negative. We can wish things would have been different. But this would be the wrong application. Jesus had to die. This week had to happen for Him. "For the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life a ransom for many" (Mark 10:45). The purpose for God to put on flesh was for Him to save sinners. This week was exactly what the doctor ordered (Mark 2:17).

So, what about my life? Should I be negative? Should I seek to find out how right I am, and how wrong others are? Should I lay awake at night thinking badly of people who I still consider very good friends? Or should I seek the will of God and see how this is exactly what His will is? We love to pat ourselves on the back and say, "See! I did everything right this time." Yet, we don't pause and look at the situation well enough to let the darkness shine through. God is light. His word is light (Psalm 119:105).

Lets look how Jesus' week ended. Matthew 28 shows us the end of the week. Jesus lives! My week may last a lot longer than 7 days, but God is in control. I have already handled things poorly. I could continue that streak, or I could allow my life to be molded by the master potter (Jer. 18:6).

God, please help me as I continue to grow. I know I make mistakes, and I know I misuse that blessing that you give to me. I repent of that, and I pray that I will give up myself and allow myself to be filled with you. Thank you for putting friends in my life that are big enough to listen to your voice. I would have continued down a path headed to destruction. I may not react the right way, but I am glad you get to me eventually and don't just give up on me. Even if I shout, scream, cry, or beg - please continue to use me as you see fit. And please mold me into the man that is a true friend, not just a user friend. Amen.

A sense of humor.

2008-03-04T09:52:00.002-05:00

Have you ever wondered about God's sense of humor? I watched a sermon by Pastor Mark Driscoll about humor that got me thinking. God can be funny. Not in a knee slapping, side splitting way, but in a subtle way.

Example?
Have you ever prayed asking God to help you learn patience and then the very next day the most annoying person you know is right in your face for about two hours, or you have to go to the airport and the interstate is backed up for 40 miles? What about praying that God will show you true love and then your girl/boyfriend breaks your heart? You ask God to show you how to trust in Him and he tears down everything in your life until all you have left is Him or running away from the faith.

God doesn't toy around. But He loves Irony.
1. the use of words to convey a meaning that is the opposite of its literal meaning: the irony of her reply, “How nice!” when I said I had to work all weekend.
2. Literature.
a. a technique of indicating, as through character or plot development, an intention or attitude opposite to that which is actually or ostensibly stated.
b. (esp. in contemporary writing) a manner of organizing a work so as to give full expression to contradictory or complementary impulses, attitudes, etc., esp. as a means of indicating detachment from a subject, theme, or emotion.

God also enjoys Satire.
1. the use of irony, sarcasm, ridicule, or the like, in exposing, denouncing, or deriding vice, folly, etc.
2. a literary composition, in verse or prose, in which human folly and vice are held up to scorn, derision, or ridicule.
3. a literary genre comprising such compositions.

Read the Bible, it is chuck full of God showing us how little we are, not to be mean - but to show us how much we honestly NEED Him. When this happens, it is sardonically funny. It is hard to not slightly chuckle at the idea of Job questioning God's justice and God saying "Who are you to question me? Where you there when I created the world?"

God does the same with us.
Me - "Please Lord, I want to trust you more. Please help me learn how. I am willing to do anything to learn how to love you more."
God - "OK, you want to trust Me. I can make it to where you trust Me, but it may not be what you were expecting."
Me - "OWW!! I actually just prayed that cause I felt convicted one night, not because I actually want to trust you God. I want "Kid Gloves God" not "Creator of the Universe God." Take it easy."

The thing to remember in all this is that God is Good! He always has His best interests at heart and His interest is always what is gonna be best for us when we understand that we are here to bring God glory - it is the chief end of man. Growth is not easy. It never will be. But, when we open our eyes we can see that it is funny. Just like watching the teenage boy stumble around girls and hear his voice crack, watching "teenage" Christians is funny too. Don't take yourself too seriously. Learn to laugh. Next time you ask God to help you grow - be ready for the unexpected. If this life were easy, we would not feel a need for God, even though it would still be there. God is more than just your friend, he is your Lord. Growth won't kill you even if it sometimes feels like it. Remember that the next time your patience is stretched, your heart is bruised, and your faith feels weak.

Theology Matters: Peace with God

2008-02-18T09:48:00.001-05:00

Teething with bloody gums and wet cheeks

2008-02-16T23:14:00.002-05:00

Hey anyone who may read this, which is possibly no one. Sorry it has been so long since I have written. I got a new job and am still working my other one and have 4 classes at seminary this semester. Hectic to say the least, but still... writing is fun and I need to keep it up. Hopefully I will be able to keep up on her somewhat more regularly in the future.

speaking of the future - I am so glad I have a God who loves me, because I hate myself so often. Example - I am a crap friend. I never call anyone to hang out. I sit in my room and try to enrich my brain so I can win arguments. I have a deep understanding of Scripture and am gifted of God to be able to communicate the Scriptures, but I would rather look good than Godly. My sin creeps up on me and smacks me in the face (figuritive language). I so often feel more like a lost person than a saint. More like Judas than Jesus. I push people away. I am so negative about myself in my head that my mouth has to build me up to hide it. I sit in my room on a saturday night with wet eyes because I am so scared of what the future holds. I have no faith, I have no trust, I have no belief.

YET! in all of this, I hear God telling me that I have a great future ahead. He is moving things in ways I will never know and would probably be mad at him over in the now if I did know. I could never feel like this could be written about me:

"Then Job arose and tore his robe and shaved his head, and he fell to the ground and worshiped.
He said, 'Naked I came from my mother's womb, And naked I shall return there The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away. Blessed be the name of the LORD.' Through all this Job did not sin nor did he blame God." (Job 1:20-22)

""Shall we indeed accept good from God and not accept adversity?' In all this Job did not sin with his lips." (Job 2:10)

God looks down on me and sees a jewel in the rough. I love my roughness, He hates it. In the end I will be a beautiful and precious object - but rubbing off the roughness hurts. I want to stay rough. I would rather my cancer spread than go through the pain of the surgery. But I have a loving Father. He knows that the hard times lead to strength. Practice makes perfect in my relationship with the Father. The more I have the live by faith, the easier it will be to rest in faith.

This should be my prayer:
"Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day. For momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison, while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal." (2 Cor 4:16-18)

If Job, through the loss of his family, fortune, and health, could worship God; if Paul through beatings, shipwrecks, stonings, and the like could say that these are "light and momentary" who am I to question God? Who am I to cry over what will amount to spilled milk?

Personal prayer - God, I am sorry for loving too much... loving the idea of JNB, loving myself, loving pleasure. I am sorry for not loving at all... not loving You and Your ways. Continue to build me into the man you want me to be. I want to be pliable in Your almighty hands. I want to have faith. I know this will be tough and that things may get worse before they get better - but like a master physician, You probably will have to cut on me a whole lot before the sickness is gone. If in my pain I curse and squeal, please forgive me. If I get off the gurney and start to run - please tie me down. If my hopes and dreams are shattered like a ball player with a bum knee, give it to me straight. In the end, I want to be able to die knowing that the Kingdom's work was added to through Your work in me. If I can minister to just one person so they run towards you - all the growing pains will be worth it.

Amen.

Praying through the Psalms

2008-01-18T11:18:00.000-05:00

For the first time in my life, I am attempting to read through the Bible in a year. It is an enjoyable and meaningful exercise, and I am grateful to my accountability partner John for walking beside me in this endeavor. Right now I am in Genesis and Psalms. I love Genesis for the historical and theological readings, but for me nothing in the Bible can stand up to the Psalms for drawing me into glorifying God. Some of my favorite Psalms are 1, 18, 40, 77, and 139.

This is Psalm 139 (NASB)
1O LORD, You have searched me and known me.
2You know when I sit down and when I rise up; You understand my thought from afar.
3You scrutinize my path and my lying down, And are intimately acquainted with all my ways.
4Even before there is a word on my tongue, Behold, O LORD, You know it all.
5You have enclosed me behind and before, And laid Your hand upon me.
6Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; It is too high, I cannot attain to it.
7Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence?
8If I ascend to heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in Sheol, behold, You are there.
9If I take the wings of the dawn, If I dwell in the remotest part of the sea,
10Even there Your hand will lead me, And Your right hand will lay hold of me.
11If I say, "Surely the darkness will overwhelm me, And the light around me will be night,"
12Even the darkness is not dark to You, And the night is as bright as the day Darkness and light are alike to You.
13For You formed my inward parts; You wove me in my mother's womb.
14I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Wonderful are Your works, And my soul knows it very well.
15My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the depths of the earth;
16Your eyes have seen my unformed substance; And in Your book were all written The days that were ordained for me, When as yet there was not one of them.
17How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God! How vast is the sum of them!
18If I should count them, they would outnumber the sand When I awake, I am still with You.
19O that You would slay the wicked, O God; Depart from me, therefore, men of bloodshed.
20For they speak against You wickedly, And Your enemies take Your name in vain.
21Do I not hate those who hate You, O LORD? And do I not loathe those who rise up against You?
22I hate them with the utmost hatred; They have become my enemies.
23Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me and know my anxious thoughts;
24And see if there be any hurtful way in me, And lead me in the everlasting way.

What a profound look at God's omnipotence, omnipresence, and omniscience. A good practice to have is to pray the Psalms back to God as a form of worship. Another idea is to rewrite to Psalm in your own words, than pray that to God. David's words are great, but something from your heart is great too. For example I will include my personal rewording of Psalm 139.

Oh God! Make me transparent
As I already am to You
You know my actions
My hang-outs, cliques, and thoughts
I cannot say a word that You do not already know
You have me surrounded
I have to put up my hands in surrender.
Where could I escape to?
The skies, the depths, heaven, hell - You are there
The darkness of depression
The lights of fame
They are the same to you.
You made me - and You did a wonderful job
Thank you for that - cause I sometimes doubt my utility
You laid out my steps
Even before I knew how to walk
Now that is worthy of praise.
Keep me transparent - as I am
Even keep my righteous anger in check
Lead me in the steps you have for me.

I hope this can help you look at the Psalms as a living book, something you can go to no matter how you are feeling and get a good word about God.

Love: child of thankfulness

2008-01-10T11:59:00.000-05:00

This past Sunday I taught Sunday school on the following passage. Seeing that the few of you who may read this site are probably not in my Sunday school class, I will talk about it with you.

Luke 7:40-50 - And Jesus answered him, "Simon, I have something to say to you." And he replied, "Say it, Teacher." "A moneylender had two debtors: one owed five hundred denarii, and the other fifty. "When they were unable to repay, he graciously forgave them both. So which of them will love him more?" Simon answered and said, "I suppose the one whom he forgave more." And He said to him, "You have judged correctly." Turning toward the woman, He said to Simon, "Do you see this woman? I entered your house; you gave Me no water for My feet, but she has wet My feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. "You gave Me no kiss; but she, since the time I came in, has not ceased to kiss My feet. "You did not anoint My head with oil, but she anointed My feet with perfume. "For this reason I say to you, her sins, which are many, have been forgiven, for she loved much; but he who is forgiven little, loves little." Then He said to her, "Your sins have been forgiven." Those who were reclining at the table with Him began to say to themselves, "Who is this man who even forgives sins?" And He said to the woman, "Your faith has saved you; go in peace."

Jesus is not saying that Simon the Pharisee truly had less sins that needed forgiveness. Jesus was showing that in his own heart, Simon did not acknowledge his sins. Lacking recognition of his depravity held Simon back from loving the Savior, Jesus. Simon was a religious man, a guy who should have known the Scriptures well enough to notice that he had not lived a perfectly holy life, that he was a sinner. However, Simon was self-righteous. Simon was the perfect foil for the sinful woman. Naturally, we would look at this woman, who is believed to have been a prostitute, as the villain in the story. Yet her love and broken nature towards Jesus makes her into the protagonist here. The prostitute is who we are shown to emulate, not the religious man.

Let's look at this in light of how we can use this in our lives. We must recognize our sins. ALL OF THEM! It is so easy to be thankful to God for clearing us of our "big sins". Premarital sex, drug use, thievery, and the like are the sins we are glad Jesus died for. What about our unforgiveness to our first boyfriend/girlfriend that broke our heart in 9th grade that we have been carrying around for a decade? What about our lustful thoughts that creep into our heads when we are at the beach? What about our coveting of our neighrbor's shiny new corvette? Our "little" or "pet" sins are just as harmful to us as are our big sins. When we talk about people behind their backs, we are sinning. Jesus died for this sin as well as for any other sin. Once we recognize our sinfulness we are free to love God for who He truly is and what He did for us on the cross. When we are not thankful for the blood of Christ, we are not loving God. Worship, evangelism, tithing - all of these are wonderful, but without thankfulness to God for His divine forgiveness, we do not love HIM.

In this story in Luke, who had the impact? Who is remembered for their sacrificial act? Not the self-righteous pharisee, but the broken and thankful prostitute. Become broken for your sins, that is where you will find forgiveness.

The Fear of God

2007-12-20T10:47:00.000-05:00

Leaving the crowd, they [the disciples] took Him [Jesus] along with them in the boat, just as He was; and other boats were with Him. And there arose a fierce gale of wind, and the waves were breaking over the boat so much that the boat was already filling up. Jesus Himself was in the stern, asleep on the cushion; and they woke Him and said to Him, "Teacher, do You not care that we are perishing?" And He got up and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, "Hush, be still." And the wind died down and it became perfectly calm. And He said to them, "Why are you afraid? Do you still have no faith?" They became very much afraid and said to one another, "Who then is this, that even the wind and the sea obey Him?" (Mark 4:36-41 NASB)

It is often so easy for us to look at the discples and giggle at their unbelief. We think, "Man, these guys live with Jesus, they see Him do miracles all the time, how could they be so unbelieving?" Remember, this is chapter 4 of Mark, so not much has happened yet in the book. No feeding of five thousand (ch. 6), no raising of dead babies (ch. 5), nothing huge. Sure, Jesus had healed some people and had defeated some demons.... but nothing on the size or scale of calming one of those nasty Sea of Galilee storms.

The disciples not only were suffering from a lack of faith... but the Bible says that they were afraid! They were scared of Jesus.
When was the last time you were actually scared because of God's power?
Check these passages: Matt 10:28; Ecc 12:13; 2 Cor 7:1; Prov 1:7. The Fear of God is a natural thing for believers. God is eternal! God is omnipotent! God is sovereign!

Why should we fear God?
God is Holy, set apart, and perfect.
God deserves our respect. Yet we often do not give it.
We do not believe God's word to be true, and we do not fear offending God.

Look at the Old Testament. The people of Israel consistently wavered from the Godly path. God just as consistently had to punish them. This was not some wrist slap. This was wholesale slaughter on nearly genocidal proportions.
We, as believers, often want to play the whore with our God. We sign our lives over to Him, then go play around with sin. We give God the proverbial spiritual "finger". And we never fear what God may do.
Gal. 6:7 says "Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, this he will also reap."
When we look at farming, we know that laying corn seeds will produce corn plants. Same with apples, tobacco, and cotton. It is the same with sin and righteousness. If we keep planting evil deeds and slapping God in the face, He will not allow Himself to be mocked.

Fear God. Use this as a reason to keep yourself pure. Use this as a reason to love God, because He will never change, and you know you can count on Him. In a world of change where from one day to the next you never know who to trust, you know God will be there.
Merry Christmas

What a difference one "O" can make!

2007-12-13T15:30:00.001-05:00

God is Good! Even when it doesn't feel like it.

The Bible often talks about hard times. Tribulations, testings, trials, temptations. Seems like a lot of "T" words, doesn't it? Sometimes it feels like life is nothing but this. Blessings have taken a stroll and I am right in the midst of the land of the T words. You know how this feels? Sure, we all do.

Life seems really crappy sometimes. We go through sicknesses, break-ups, deaths of friends and family, loss of jobs; we get made fun of simply for standing up for the truth, we are persecuted because we don't sleep around or get drunk; we simply lose our way sometimes in all the negativity out there.

Why does God allow hard times for people that are living as righteously as they know how? For example. My brother is going through a divorce right now. An acquaintance of mine just had to go see her dad in the hospital for heart troubles and he is a pastor. All of us know times when good people go through bad things. God doesn't seem so good at times like this.

Well, lets look at the Bible's reaction. James 1:2-4 says "Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing."

When life sucks... we are to be joyfull? We are to be fulfilled and smile and be thankful for these things? How can you be thankful for a heart attack, or for heart break for that matter? How can you find joy in losing your job or your best friend to cancer? Because you will be lacking in nothing. Now, I know when I lose friends I feel like I am lacking. I am lacking in the love and the relationship I had that is gone now. But God says that when I am weak, I am actually stronger. (2 Cor 12:10)

God is so good! Even when things are bad, we know that He will work things out for us. All we have to do is rest in Him.

We also cannot forget that not only is God Good, but Good is God! Keep reading James 1 and you come to verse 17, "Every good thing given and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shifting shadow. " All good that you see is a gift from God.

Praise Him!

inclusivism in an exclusive world

2007-12-04T11:38:00.000-05:00

The world is a scary place. Everyone has their beliefs, and they are willing to fight and even possibly die for them. If you don't believe me, name a teddy bear Muhammad (http://cbs13.com/national/Muhammad.Teddy.Bear.2.596986.html). The world will not budge. Just try talking to someone about Abortion, The best American Idol ever, or original sin - they will start throwing down if you don't side with them.

So, as Christians, are we standing up for our beliefs? Not in an angry way, but in an absolute sense. We must stand in love for what we know to be true. (For what I received I passed on to you as of first importance: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures - 1 Corinthians 15:3-4) As Dr. John MacArthur says, "Not knowing what you believe is by definition a kind of unbelief. (The Truth War Page xi)" This lack of knowing what we believe in has caused a cancer to start to grow in our churches. This cancer is known as "inclusivism". But what does that mean? In a theological sense, it is the idea that all religions hold truth, just not as much as others may.

In other words, Christianity is true ... somewhat. But so is Islam, Hinduism, and Humanism. Christianity is just the best. Anyone searching for God will find Him... No matter where they look.

This is creeping into our churches. No joke. Let's look at some quotes from pastors who are well respected in many churches today.

"I must add, though, that I don't believe making disciples must equal making adherents to the Christian religion. It may be advisable in many circumstances to help people become followers of Jesus and remain within their Buddhist, Hindu, or Jewish contexts."---Brian McLaren, A Generous Orthodoxy, p. 260

"going to heaven is like going to Philadelphia....There are many ways....It doesn't make any difference how we go there. We all end up in the same place."-Tony Campolo"Carpe Diem: Seize the Day", 1994, pages 85-88

"...what can I say to an Islamic brother who has fed the hungry, and clothed the naked? You say, "But he hasn't a personal relationship with Christ." I would argue with that. And I would say from a Christian perspective, in as much as you did it to the least of these you did it unto Christ. You did have a personal relationship with Christ, you just didn't know it."-Tony CampoloEVANGELICALS AND INTERFAITH COOPERATION, An Interview by Shane Claiborne

"...Isn’t God’s message to sinful humanity that He sees in each of us a divine nature of such worth that He sacrificed His own Son so that our divine potentialities might be realized? ... The hymn writer who taught us to sing “Amazing Grace” was all too ready to call himself a “wretch” ... Forgetting our divinity and over-identifying with our [Freudian] anal humanity... Erich Fromm, one of the most popular psychoanalysts of our time, recognized the diabolical social consequences that can come about when a person loses sight of his/her own divinity ...”-Tony Campolo"Partly Right" 1995

Do good works bring about God's grace? Did Jesus come and die on a cross simply as a good idea? If there are many ways to God, why did Jesus have to die? Jesus' own words should be a good commentary on this point.

John 14:1 "Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God ; trust also in me.
John 14:2 In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you.
John 14:3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
John 14:4 You know the way to the place where I am going."
John 14:5 Thomas said to him, "Lord, we don't know where you are going, so how can we know the way?"
John 14:6 Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

Jesus is the only way to the Father (God). He is also the truth. He is LIFE itself! Preaching anything less than this is doing a diservice to the ministry, to the people listening, to the lost world, and most of all to the Sacrificial Lamb that is Jesus our Lord and Savior.

Run from this kind of scary thinking. Naturally, this is how we want to look at God. We want Him to be some huge grandfather, looking down with forgiveness no matter what we do. This is sin affecting your thoughts. We must transform our thinking to match the Scriptures, not allow our thinking to transform the Scriptures.

"We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ." 2 Corinthians 10:5 (NIV)

just a bit on politics

2007-11-28T10:27:00.000-05:00

I don't get into politics too much myself, never had much of a desire... but my copy of Rolling Stone showed up at the house yesterday (I have no idea where they are coming from, I have never ordered a subscription to the liberal news monthly that guises itself as a music paper) and there was a cover article about Mike Huckabee, the right-wing nut job.

I am not a huge fan of Huckabee... his fiscal policies are about as bad as our current "republican" president. In other words - TAXES = GOOD! I am not a big fan of that outlook... yet this blog will be more about the reporter's view of Huckabee's Christianity.

I will lay out few of the great quotes from this article.

"Huckabee is also something else: full-blown nuts, a Christian goofball of the highest order. He believes the Earth may be only 6,000 years old, angrily rejects the evidence that human beings evolved from "primates" and thinks America wouldn't need so much Mexican labor if we allowed every aborted fetus to grow up and enter the workforce. To top it off, Huckabee also left behind a record of ethical missteps in the swamp of Arkansas politics that make Whitewater seem like a jaywalking ticket."

"Huckabee at most times is gentle and self-deprecating in his public address, but when he talks about religion, he gets weirdly combative and obnoxious, often drifting into outright offensiveness. At one appearance, Huckabee — who's been known to make fart jokes in front of the state legislature — said he would oppose gay marriage "until Moses comes down with two stone tablets from Brokeback Mountain saying he's changed the rules." And he recently scored a rare offend trifecta, simultaneously pissing off immigrants, Jews and the pro-choice crowd when he ludicrously claimed that a "holocaust" of abortions had artificially created a demand for Mexican labor."

"Because for all his political waffling in other areas — Huckabee has flip-flopped on a host of earthly political issues, from taxes to local control of school boards — he leaves absolutely no doubt about his commitment to religious wackohood. George Bush and John Ashcroft were religious in a scary way, but the rational among us could always take heart that, deep down, the Bush administration was more cynical than messianic. But it doesn't take much exposure to Huckabee to see that this former understudy of a Texas televangelist is deadly serious about the God thing. On the trail, Huckabee is most animated when he's talking about religious issues. In the first Republican debate in New Hampshire, Huckabee, apparently unaware that human beings are primates, responded to a question about evolution by saying, "If anybody wants to believe that they are the descendants of a primate, they are certainly welcome to do it."

"The troubling thing about Huckabee's God rhetoric is that a man who is glad that Christians will "win" at Armageddon must be happy about the rest of us losing. When I press him on whether he believes all non-Christians are eternally damned, Huckabee is evasive. "Being president isn't about picking who goes to heaven and who goes to hell," he says. When none other than Bill O'Reilly hammered him on the same point a day later, Huckabee conceded that "I believe Jesus is the way to heaven."

Now this does not article does not give a very good moral picture of Huckabee. He seems to have a loose hand with other people's money. Yet, it is the utter disdain for basic Christian beliefs that scares me. Jesus is the way to heaven. The only way. This is basic Christian thought. God's creation of the world, also typical.

Is anyone else surprised at how hated people can be because of their beliefs? The world talks so much about relativism and being open to other people's beliefs. Yet, when it comes to Christianity, there is no forgiveness for opposing beliefs. Truth is ABSOLUTE! The world hates this idea, because it is exclusive to one view.

The lesson here - live the truth, don't just talk it. Huckabee's problem is that he talks big, but does not live it. Don't fall into this trap. I have done that too many times and it kills your testimony. People do not laugh at Billy Graham, because he lives it. People may hate what Jerry Falwell said, but they could not point to infidelity in his life. Living well is the best form of evangelism.

find the whole story at http://www.rollingstone.com/politics/story/17324246/matt_taibbi_on_mike_huckabee_our_favorite_rightwing_nut_job
Warning: There is some cursing on the site. A lot of it is simply moronic, trite, and downright offensive to a Christian audience. Yet, it is "nice" to know what the world thinks about us and our beliefs.

Thanks leading to worship

2007-11-23T01:57:00.000-05:00

Justified - Just as if I'd never sinned at all

This is the most humbling word I can think of. On a day when thanks should be primary in our thoughts, how thankful are we for God's forgiveness? Do we realize how groundbreaking and rediculous justification really is? God looks down on us and see's perfection instead of our nasty sins. How mind blowing this is.

What could draw us to worship God more than this? I know God created the entire universe. I know He is that which holds our very existance in His hands. But He is a forgiver. I daily find it nearly impossibly hard to forgive those who have wronged me, yet the infinite God of the Universe not only forgives me, but He humbled Himself and died on a cross so He could. God's pure holiness demanded that my sin be paid for, and the only way to pay for sin is death. I deserve to die. Yet, Christ died in my place.

Just think about that. Think of what that really means. I deserve to die - not just die... but spend eternity in hell separated for the goodness of God. Yet, God Himself wrapped up in flesh hung on a tree and took my penalty. I did nothing to deserve this. In fact, I did everything I could to push God away.

Wow, I get snubbed by a girl, I get mad and find it hard to forgive her. I get annoyed by someone getting in my face. I become self-righteous and think I am the only one who knows anything and hate to be questioned. I sin and cannot even forgive myself. Yet God forgives me every time I mess up. I shove His love back in His face. I laugh at Him. I push Him away in the name of happiness. I whore myself out to whatever feels good.

Yet He is a forgiver. I am Israel in Judges. I do whatever feels right in my own eyes. I turn from God to my idols of happiness and laziness. I run my own life into the ground. Only then do I turn to God. Yet, he is always there. He is the eternal deliverer.

So, today I give my thanks to a God who deserves it. It is a sad amount of thanks. It is so much less than He deserves. I thank Him for my family, my friends, my trials that make me stronger; but most of all, I think Him for His salvific forgiveness.

"If I raise my hands will You grab me by the wrists
And will You try to pull me from the fray?
And even if my fingers join together into fists
Will You hold me firmly anyway?
Because I would try to escape You
But for everyday I'm sure
That You're on the huge side of big
And the holy side of pure
Okay, hear what I say
As I raise my hands in surrender today
Okay, here I will stay
Hands in the air, singing have Thine own way
If I raise my hands so weak and thin and frail
Will You reveal the light of mercy in Your eyes?
If I cry to You faintly will my feeble whisper fail
Or will it find its way to a reply?
Because, now that I'm exhausted I think I'm ready to admit
That I have spent all my resistance on someone I can't resist"
- Hands in the Air - The Waiting